MY PROMISES

I know i should never have left you the night i did
I didn't even seem to do the right thing by you
I've let you down
but i will no doubt turn you out
i knew the chances of locating me is slim at best
I'm begging you
give me a little place in your heart
i will never be wrong again
i will try to be perfect to you
i will love you with all my heart
i promise you will face a world too full of cares and decisions
let that little pink lips twitch into a smile
you're as obedient as the sun which rises everyday without fail
i know this for sure
see my tears flowing without restraints
I'm down on my knees
you're my choice
as a child, i want to ride horseback with you
going sledding and quarrel fieccely because you're a tease
don't mind me
take me for who and what i am

I GREW SICK

I was flushed and my eyes down cast
when a gust of cold air hitted me
meeting dark eyes under a heavy bar of brows
my heart was weak
i could not but blink tears out of my eyes
i tried to laugh but the laughter died on my lips
i cried, and the tears came into my eyes brimming over
they rolled down my cheeks
i grew sick and felt cold
for out of the corner of my eye
i could actually see you
you're standing near the door staring down at me
looking exactly as you're on the day we parted
except that your sleeve hung empty at your side

you then gave me a reassuring smile
good-bye, i seem to hear you say and
flickered like an image on a rock
disturbed pool and disappeared

UGLY AND PETTY

Tears of joy always slip down my round cheek
it silently spills from my eyes and runs down my cheeks
see the tears forming again in my eyes
my eyes filling afresh with tears
tears of love
since you've told me you will ever be mine
have i told you once i love you?
how can i love you?
im so ugly and petty sometimes and
you're so good and pure
i cant help biting down a little cry
i love sitting across from you
i know i love the touch of your hand on mine
but my ugliness wont allow me free
the more i look at you
the more certain i am that i can have you
that you are just like someone, a stranger in the face of crowd
a passing glance who i can never touch
you should just stop
you cant kiss my tears away

BEAUTIFULLY PROPORTIONED

How can i have ever think?
i love the likes of you
you let a thin smile of satisfaction spread across my lips each time
thin smile-chuckle-outright laughter
boisterous laughter sometimes
faint smile flits across my face
whenever i want to hide my feelings
Girl, you will never be alone
my entire being now concentrates on upon you
you're the task at hand-you alone
given my private thoughts
cant even remember where we met
because is like we were born together like twins
you're beautifully proportioned
i am confused by your appearance
you've been and always will be the only one love of my life
i will remain constant to your memory
until the grass grows green o my grave

SOUND OF YOUR VOICE

I have loved you all my life
strange images danced before my eyes
i was climbing up a mountain
leaping from peak to peak and
not wanting to stop
wanting to go on forever with you
with the compelling, tantalizing, enchanting
sound of your voice
forever in my ears and
when at last we finished and
tears started running down my cheeks
it's because i love
i wanted to say something
but no words would come to me
i have the feeling that
whatever height i reach and
wherever i go
you will keep pace beside me
because your fingering is amazingly agile
your sound spell-binding
infact, i wnat to hear more ofit
it's a pleasure to hear you

ONE OF MY FAVORITES

Nothing can alter how i feel about you
I saw more in your bearing from the first moment
I laid eyes on you
We never have to part again
Because you makes me so happy
I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy
Love of my heart
There is a difference in you and i want to know of it
With the love of true friendship will i live with you
I can understand a little of what love really means now
I do love you
I loved you before, but now it means so much
More than it could have
Let our hearts join as one
I value your life and your immortal soul
You've been one of my favorites.

FULL OF LOVE

A smile flick across my lips
Whenever i recalls the pleasant interlude that have passed between us
Only a short while before
I have spent months dreaming of nothing but this moment
Your tender loving care
Your heart is full of love
I will always be there to love you as you faithfully love me
For myself i cared nothing but you deserve better
I want to marry you because i care for you
You are the best of faithful friends
A more devoted and chivalous squire
No young woman can wish for a man of integrity, stature, and honour
But all my mind
What of the heart?
Don't hide from me those inner conflicts of doubt that swirls within you
I love you so much.